Oh, my dear Holly.
You were the first person I fully came out to about my obsession about these two unnamed characters. I still remember the first message I sent you, long before we were friends, when you played Nick in that RP that I still resent you for. (I will never forget how much I hated you for what Nick did to Jeff. XD) Slowly, but surely, we started talking less and less as Nick and Felecia and more as Holly and Felecia. I can’t tell you how grateful I am to have found you. You understood me like no other and when we first started talking regularly, on IM, we were both so fucking insane and laughing so hard that I knew I was never going to be able to get rid of you or let you get rid of me. I remember when I did my first RP with you and for a split second you made me want Jeff to flirt/be with Kurt because you were just such a great RPer and instantly made me fall for him (this was before my RP characters became a part of me, his own being.) I love that you understand my insanity, when so few do and we always have something to rant and kid about. I can’t wait for you to come visit me this summer, it’s going to be amazing and I’m going to take you everywhere. We’re gonna party and then be antisocial and rp in the same room… I’m getting myself excited. The point of all this is that I love you and I can’t see myself without your friendship. Thank you for being Holly, for letting me interrupt your life and completely turn it 180 degrees, and for affecting mine so positively. I love you, my dear.
P.S. You’re all bags of ass. <3
I have no idea where to begin with you.
Just when I joined that RP, the one that started it all, I had no idea that I could become so involved with characters. I instantly fell in love with Jeff, he was just so different from the other portrayals of him and he had been shaped into him (Though, the reasons are terrible, what happened to him before I joined with Nick). For a while we didn’t talk and I cringe to this day when I remember that I use to call you Jeff, when you are without a doubt, my Nikki. Then, we slowly started talking and I completely fell for you. You understand and accepted my inanity as well as took part of it. The Jeff that lives inside of you is one of a kind and I couldn’t have the amazing guy inside of me without the guy inside of you (my insanity is showing.) Not only that, but as soon as we started talking ooc, I knew instantly that this was not something I would ever be able to walk away from. You are so perfectly like me. Outspoken, speaking our minds, into the same alternative things as well as fangirl over the most ridiculous things. You’ve become one of my best friends and I love you tremendously. You’re here for me as I am here for you, whenever you need me and you just get me. I don’t have to filter myself with you, which is rare for almost everyone else. I love you and I hate the ocean that separates us. Don’t worry, we will have our library sex house with our slaves soon enough.
P.S. It’s sweet to know how much the voice in your head cares for the voice in mine.<3